Today is MY day!

Today I sit and think the phrase…..why and then in response say I will. It seems common enough to ask yourself why and to say I will but to me, today it is a whole new idea. A whole new meaning. The world is ever changing before us. Just with in 48 hours there are small bombs, a couple hundred hurt and some dead. Things can change over night, with in a day, with in an hour…..in a split second. I need to stop asking myself why and just find the will.

Why can’t we be debt free….. I will enjoy the freedom I have and the ability to work and pay what needs to be paid. It will pay off. I will live with lees wants and focus on the needs.

Why can’t my child sleep in on a Saturday morning …I will enjoy the extra hour or two of time spent with him that some families spend sleeping.

Just a couple of the things I find I have asked….simple wants, or so it seems! I will not focus on the why and the negative, I WILL focus on what I can do to make each day more memorable than the last. To wake up each day with an I WILL attitude and strive to find joy, laughter, love and peace in what it means to be me. To be a mom, a wife, a women, a daughter, a grand child, an employee, a friend, a boss….a person set on this earth to live the thing we call life and to enjoy it! There is no promise of a tomorrow for everyone only yesterday and right now. The world and its people are showing us everyday that there may not be a next for me and I refuse to let it sink me into living a life of why?  I may be having a mid-life crisis or maybe I am finally coming to terms with the fact I can be a better everything and there is no time like today to do it. I want to love, live and enjoy what has been given to me and stop worrying about the why. Well……today is my day! I will love more, play harder, smile often and let it ride! Don’t wait until it is too late……:)